At first, I planned on leaving you,
and not thinking of you again.
Upon your forlorn and teary face,
I lacked the will power.
The helplessness in my heart is like a thread
That binds you and me
And causes me to lose the strength
To move forward without your affection.
At this moment while I am quiet,
my heart is actually weeping.
I beg you not to ask me why I am so sad.
I cannot answer you.
Perhaps one of these days, I am leaving you,
Please believe that it is because I really have no other choice.
In the depth of my heart, there is a secret,
I have not been able to reveal to you.
The one I have known since childhood,
is now together with me.
In the past we have had love's mutual promises,
That we are to stay with each other for life.
This helplessness matter is buried in the bottom of my heart,
To somehow choose between the two of you.
Please show me how to deal with
This difficult triangular problem.